BDSM in the YouTube age by Eva Lefoy
Geoffrey, one of the main characters in Sex, Ties and
Videotape, is a sub from the word go. He has a hard time expressing his
feelings and an even more difficult time after his ex-boyfriend, Brian, posts a
video of him on YouTube. The subject of the video is Brian fucking a
blindfolded and gagged Geoffrey, who had no idea whatsoever the scene was being
recorded.
Welcome to the digital age.
It’s probably always been a bit scary to be a sub, to put
your trust in someone else to a higher extent than perhaps most of us do in a
sexual relationship. But today the dangers are of a different breed. Videos or
photos can end up on YouTube or Facebook and be seen by literally millions of
people.
If that wouldn’t give a sub pause to consider giving his
trust away – to potentially the wrong man – I’m not sure what would!
Luckily, after telling Brian goodbye, Geoffrey is snatched
up by Brian’s FORMER best pal, Paul. And Paul is nothing like Brian. Paul
actually gets that Geoffrey has needs and though he’s nervous about fulfilling
them, he’s sure the hell gonna try, and do it the right way. If Geoffrey will
only let him…
A missed trip to Paris results in two long-time casual friends finding BDSM heaven instead.
Geoffrey begged his ex boyfriend, Brian, for some bondage, not public humiliation on YouTube. On Valentine's Day, he runs into Brian's best friend Paul, who seems intent on righting Brian's wrongs. But trusting Paul means Geoffrey has to come clean with his needs ... and his feelings.
Paul sees Geoffrey in the bar and knows this is his chance to convince him he's nothing like Brian. He starts slow and safe, setting strict ground rules. But when Geoffrey insists on a reenactment of the same dom-play Brain used to hurt him, is a safeword enough to protect their fledgling love?
Excerpt(NSFW):
Good old-fashioned fear of rejection had
butterflies flying furiously inside him. Did he tell Geoffrey about his
feelings, or would it scare him off? To
hell with the insecurity. I’ve waited too long for this moment. “I want
you. I’ve always wanted you.”
From Geoffrey’s shocked expression, he
hadn’t ever thought it possible. The new-found knowledge had Paul’s hands tightening into fists and
tears stinging his eyes. I swear I’m
killing Brian. He did this to him. I can’t fucking believe it.
“Me? Right. Paul, you’ve known me for
how long?”
Good. A math problem. He could do that. “Ten
years.”
Geoffrey nodded. “Uh-huh, and in all that
time, you never once indicated you wanted to bone me. So what’s changed?”
“Hell, Geoff.” Paul ran his hand over
his hair. “What was I supposed to do? You’ve been with Brian the last two
years.” Saying it out loud pissed him off anew, so he hurried to the next
subject. “Before that, you were with Andrew,” he ticked the names off on his
fingers, “before that, Carl, and then some Asian guy, I can’t remember his
name…”
Geoffrey’s demeanor softened, his
shoulders relaxing. “Myung.”
“Yeah, and then before him there was
…well, it doesn’t matter who else. But it’s not like you’ve been available.” He
took the opportunity to close some of the space between them. Getting the upper
hand in this conversation helped his confidence.
“Neither have you.”
He nodded and took another step. “I
know. It’s true. I’ve been with a string of guys, too. So no, I’ve never had
the opportunity to tell you how much I’ve wanted you.” Now he stood mere inches
from the man he desired. He tried desperately not to drool.
“Why would you want me?”
“How would you know what kind of guy I really
want?” Paul placed a hand on Geoffrey’s lower back and tugged him closer. “If it’s
unclear, I’d be happy to show you.” When Geoff didn’t resist, he cupped the
back of his head and pressed their bodies together. His cock rubbed against
Geoffrey’s thigh, and Geoff’s against his. The perfect bliss of the moment had
him eager to spill right in his pants, but convincing Geoffrey he was serious
came first. He angled Geoffrey’s head and planted greedy lips over his.
Geoffrey moaned in his arms, sinking
into him. His hands clutched Paul’s biceps. Down below, he twisted his hips
slightly, increasing the pressure on their cocks.
Paul slipped his hand lower, cupping
Geoffrey’s ass. He caressed and squeezed with his fingers as he plundered Geoffrey’s
moist mouth with his tongue.
Geoffrey sucked on his tongue before
reciprocating, sliding his warm, wet, wonderful tongue into Paul’s mouth.
God
the man can kiss! Like
eating a succulent fruit, he laved every surface of Geoffrey’s mouth he could,
moaning in response to every small noise the object of his desire made.
Impatient to make Geoff feel even better, he slipped his hand inside Geoffrey’s
boxers and slid a finger toward his puckered hole, caressing it, testing it.
Geoffrey buried a raspy scream of
delight in his mouth and shivered in his arms.
God,
I want this. His
control snapped. Without breaking the kiss, he tore open Geoffrey’s jeans and
pushed them and his boxers down. Panting, he sank to his knees. Geoffrey’s
thick stubby cock bobbed in front of him. The head was swollen and purplish,
like it wanted attention. He circled it with his hand, testing its weight.
Geoff’s penis wasn’t an overly large one, not anything remarkable. Normal.
Decent. Average. Good. He loved them
like that. He wanted a man with a cock he could easily pleasure, and please it
he would. He sucked the head into his mouth.
Geoffrey shuddered above him. “Jesus,
Paul…”
Oh
I’m just getting started.
He relaxed his throat and swallowed Geoffrey down. When his lips brushed
Geoffrey’s pubes, the other man cupped a hand on the back of his head and
jerked his hips forward.
“Paul, fuck, I’m not going to last. I
mean it.”
Elated, Paul sucked at a steady rhythm,
his fingers probing Geoffrey’s ass and snugging under his balls at the same
time. Lord, yes, he wanted Geoff to come. Hard. Right here on his kitchen
floor.
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Thanks for reading!
Eva
Eva Lefoy writes and reads all kinds of romance, and is a
certified Trekkie. She’s also terribly addicted to chocolate, tea, and hiking.
One of these days, she’ll figure out the meaning of life, quit her job, and go
travel the galaxy. Until then, she’s writing down all her dirty thoughts for
the sake of future explorers.
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Thanks CJ appreciate your lending me the space to go all BDSMy on you. :)
ReplyDeleteGreat post! Love the hot excerpt.
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